( he himself has struggled with explaining it. he feels more present. more aware in some ways, less so in others. emotions are sharper, hormones are running riot through a body ill-accustomed to their management. his mastery of self is being tested by struggles every sixteen year old go through.
it is... a curious thing. a welcome one. things he had thought he would never experience, and yet. )
I have found myself grappling with aspects of being human that have not concerned me for thousands of years. But my mind is my own, and my personality is unaffected. I believe I may be more likely to lose my temper now.
( a slight upwards quirk of his lips. that is intended as humor, as trevor is likely aware of how little chance there is of that. )
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( he himself has struggled with explaining it. he feels more present. more aware in some ways, less so in others. emotions are sharper, hormones are running riot through a body ill-accustomed to their management. his mastery of self is being tested by struggles every sixteen year old go through.
it is... a curious thing. a welcome one. things he had thought he would never experience, and yet. )
I have found myself grappling with aspects of being human that have not concerned me for thousands of years. But my mind is my own, and my personality is unaffected. I believe I may be more likely to lose my temper now.
( a slight upwards quirk of his lips. that is intended as humor, as trevor is likely aware of how little chance there is of that. )