But they're together and I don't have Charlie and a little part of me really, really hates them. And then I feel bad about it because I don't even want Charlie to be here I want him to be in Elysium where he belongs but I also want to be with him and I hate hate hate that I'm surrounded by people in love and it makes me just wanna choke 'em and that's not nice! And I don't want to be not nice, I want to be better than that, I want to be better than what people think of Aphrodite's children, I don't want people to think all we are is jealous, catty bitches who want to tear other people's love apart because we're not like that.
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