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ˢʰᵉʳᶤᶠᶠ ᵒᶠ ᵃʳᵉᵃ ᶰᶤᶰᵉ ([personal profile] powerofgod) wrote2030-01-08 02:05 pm

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[personal profile] doesitanyway 2020-01-21 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ If Godric hasn't fed since the last group came in, which is certainly when he must have arrived as Trevor would have noticed him over the course of a month and a half... yes. It says a great deal about his age. Trevor simply breathes and listens, and had Godric not just spoken of his own death perhaps his lips would have quirked at being correctly identified.

But they do not.

Instead his brows knit, because welcoming starvation... well. ]


It is my calling and my purpose, yes. To protect humanity, what good is left in it. What innocence, of which you speak as well. But you must understand my doubts that creature could resist such hunger, with a banquet laid at their feet. Unless you are giving me permission to kill you in such an instance.

There are other, safer options. If you speak truth.
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[personal profile] doesitanyway 2020-01-21 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
We are speaking in extremes because such extremes may present themselves. I would advise you not let yourself get to the point of such hunger, I would offer my own blood as well, and have a friend who says the medical facilities here stock it and he's able to obtain it for you.

I will not kill any creature who is not doing harm, vampire. But if you do, I have killed my share in my short human lifetime and will not hesitate to add one more to that number.

[ Godric's calm unnerves him more than anything. His certainty, and the fact that Trevor almost believes him. But then again, he's met and fought Dracula. A vampire who should have been able to go a century without lifting a finger against a human easily and yet. In the end it didn't take all that much. A vampire who by his son's account had changed his ways as well. ]

What has caused such a change in ideology in you, might I ask?
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[personal profile] doesitanyway 2020-01-21 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ Trevor studies Godric carefully for any sign of a lie in those words, but vampires have few tells to begin with and this one... well, he's exceptionally well controlled. Which could lend credence to his claims or just make them more of a convincing smokescreen. Ultimately uncertain, he breathes out slowly.

It's extremely stressful for Trevor, being so close and not fighting. Godric's unnatural stillness is setting off every alarm he has, his instincts screaming danger at the lack of breathing, the absence of those slight movements other creatures make to show they're alive.

This is an undead thing, borne of chaos and death and evil. No one in all of the Belmont legacy has found one to depart from that nature for long. You cannot trust him.

And he won't.

But he finds he does believe the words, the admission that Godric stepped into the light of day. Not a single tell and yet it rings true. ]


Hmm.

[ That seems to be all he's got for a long moment, as he's already issued a threat and not had it risen to. That's rather infuriating, honestly. ]

Say you're right, and it is not. What do you intend to do with yourself from now on?
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[personal profile] doesitanyway 2020-01-21 03:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That's an interesting tidbit of information -- some of this vampire's abilities have been restricted by whatever experimentation has been done on them. But Trevor finds himself lingering on the fact that Godric is currently reminding him of a certain dhampir he knows. One he misses despite himself. Alucard is a cockwart, but he's Trevor's friend regardless of their natures. They've fought together in every way imaginable, and come out of the flames with a stronger bond than Trevor could ever have imagined.

Part of him wonders if Godric could wind up like that, a friend, and he resents it deeply. It screams against his instincts, makes him feel like he's going soft believing any of this. God but he needs a drink. Another one. Several. His scowl deepens, though his words are mild -- it's fairly clear for someone as experienced at reading people as Godric that he's angry with himself as much as anything. The vampire before him. This situation. The absence of his comrades.

Sypha would want him to try and make nice. His dead family would want him to whip out the wooden blade in his pocket. Alucard would mock him for his deliberation and probably insult his attempt at intimidation. Fuck it all. ]


Then we have a similar mission. Do you believe the power granted to you here will help or hinder this intention?

[ A clumsy attempt at digging, but he wants to know. What can you do, Godric? ]
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[personal profile] doesitanyway 2020-01-21 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
You may discover it randomly, as I did; I would advise you be on your guard should you begin to glow. It may be something that causes you to hurt another without meaning to. And I do hope you'll be able to keep your word, vampire, for everyone's sake.

[ This is probably his cue to walk off dramatically, but Trevor lingers. Still angry, still conflicted, fighting his own nature even as they speak of Godric changing his. He will not let a vampire be more controlled than him.

And then it occurs to him that there's one way to know for certain if he needs to keep part of his focus trained on Godric. ]


Give me your hand.
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[personal profile] doesitanyway 2020-01-21 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Godric is something Trevor hasn't experienced since perhaps early childhood -- peace. The sorrow, the regret, the loneliness and longing is all familiar, but the calm that comes over him is foreign as this city. Is this what it feels like? That gentle serenity has his fingers curling around Godric's hand seeking more of it, to bury himself inside the cocoon of self assuredness. It's terrifying and comforting and absolutely overwhelming, and so for a long moment he holds on.

Unfortunately, where Godric is at the eye of life's storm, tranquil and silent and certain, Trevor is himself the hurricane.

His emotions are tumultuous and powerful, chaotic and confused. A cacophony of fear and misery borne of grief, loneliness, violence, a lifetime spent fighting to survive on his own against what for most would be insurmountable odds. He feels adrift here, is latching on to this vampire as something he knows how to face, to behave around, and is angry at Godric for defying his expectations. There's that urge to set the universe right as he knows it, a deep need to belong and have purpose protecting people because if he's not a protector, he's just the same worthless cynical drunk he was for nearly half his life. He is alone and he's afraid and everything is different from what he knows. All he wants is a friend, some peace and guidance. All he wants is to be sure of who he is again. There is goodness there, so pure it would be as blinding like the midday sun if it weren't covered by the dark clouds of everything else.

He does not hate Godric. He hates the evil he knows, that he's seen and fought and been scarred by. The vampires of his world thrive on chaos and pain, but Trevor knows that's not all they are. Someone proved that to him, not too long ago. There's fondness there and in it hope for these two, if only he'd let there be. But his need for something he understands is more consuming.

Also he's drunk, which surely the vampire could smell and see in the flush on his skin, but somehow not dulled by it.

Then it's over, Trevor yanking his hand back as if he's been burned, expression unreadable. There are tears shining in the corners of his eyes, but they don't fall. He blinks them away and stares at Godric as if trying to make sense of a puzzle he's only first laid eyes on. ]


You're hungry even now, Godric.

[ There's no accusation in his voice, though. Maybe a hint of concern. ]
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[personal profile] doesitanyway 2020-01-21 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Trevor is quiet for a long moment, considering. He just felt for himself that Godric can handle it -- and God help him, he's thinking of the vampire by his name already. He sighs, then says what he does next with sincerity. ]

I will feed you. If you need it.
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[personal profile] doesitanyway 2020-01-22 07:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ Trevor debates it, but the thought of being bitten... it wouldn't be the first time, but there's a vulnerability in it. A loss of control he is not willing to submit. ]

Would a cut do?
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[personal profile] doesitanyway 2020-01-27 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That's even less disconcerting, and he nods once and turns away without preamble to fetch the necessary items from the Safehouse kitchen. Two steps away, and he hesitates -- maybe he should just bleed himself in there, so no one in the bunk room questions what the hell is happening. He glances back over his shoulder to ask, ]

How much? I've only ever seen vampires drain humans dry.
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[personal profile] doesitanyway 2020-01-27 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Something eases in Trevor's shoulders, and the surprise is visible in his expression. ]

Is that all? Alright, I'll return shortly.

[ With that he vanishes off to the kitchens, moving with determination because if he doesn't the doubts will rise up into his throat and choke him. What on earth is he doing? Keeping everyone here safe, he tells himself. Because it isn't even a matter of whether he believes the vampire -- he could feel for himself that it was the truth. And doesn't that just throw everything he knows into question? It's easier to tell himself that their natures can vary across worlds than to question the universality of vampires as evil in his own. Yes. He'll go with that for now, as he draws a glass down from the cupboard and a knife from the block.

The cut doesn't hurt at all, and Trevor is unbothered about one more wound, one more scar. It'll be small and clean, on his forearm... a shallow cut that he lets bleed into the glass until it begins to seal and would require worrying. He considers the amount, shrugs, and pulls out a kitchen towel to tear and wrap around his arm so he doesn't stain his clothing. It'll heal up quickly, he expects, and he's bled nearly double what Godric said he needed. Not even enough to be lightheaded, though he gets himself a snack from the cupboard as well.

His blood is strong in more ways than one... he's basically poured Godric a cocktail and isn't thinking of that at all, as he returns to the bunk room with a disconcertingly warm glass in his hand and an uncertain fluttering in his gut.

It's fine, he tells himself. He felt that it's fine. You do it anyway, he reminds himself, you protect. ]
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[personal profile] doesitanyway 2020-01-27 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Actually, I'd prefer if you did.

[ Difficult as it might be to watch, Trevor feels a strange sort of obligation to be certain that this creature has fed. He'll try not to think about the fact that technically Godric is feeding on him. ]
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[personal profile] doesitanyway 2020-02-03 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ Trevor is taking it about as well as he can... he may be a stubborn grump but he isn't one to deny things that have been proven to him, or that are necessary. He manages not to grimace as Godric drinks, grateful for the speed and lack of enthusiasm with which his blood is consumed at once. Maybe in time, and some familiarity and trust, and he wouldn't be so averse to it -- he managed to adapt to Alucard's fangs specifically after all. To calm the rush of violence that rose in him every time he saw them after a few days together. Trevor has had to be adaptable to survive. To succeed.

He should stop thinking about his friends, because even that brief moment of remembrance has him wondering what the others would say about this. How they'd taunt him. Something aches in his chest and he's also grateful for Godric's voice snapping him out of it. He tilts his chin up and his own lips quirk at the comment... it sounds like a very dry joke, but. Uh. ]


That sounded in jest, but there are plenty of vampires who do seek to farm us like livestock. Exterminate enough to become the dominant species, then just raise us as food.

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