Yeah, after all that. Which is nice, you know, because now I know the Titans didn't win and that's great.
[ it means luke is dead which is less great. she doesn't know how she feels about that, really, but she isn't thinking about it for now. silena gracefully accepts her emotions and rides them out, but she has compartmentalized luke for now. ]
But they're together and I don't have Charlie and a little part of me really, really hates them. And then I feel bad about it because I don't even want Charlie to be here I want him to be in Elysium where he belongs but I also want to be with him and I hate hate hate that I'm surrounded by people in love and it makes me just wanna choke 'em and that's not nice! And I don't want to be not nice, I want to be better than that, I want to be better than what people think of Aphrodite's children, I don't want people to think all we are is jealous, catty bitches who want to tear other people's love apart because we're not like that.
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[ it means luke is dead which is less great. she doesn't know how she feels about that, really, but she isn't thinking about it for now. silena gracefully accepts her emotions and rides them out, but she has compartmentalized luke for now. ]
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( it sounds as if there is one there, sequestered among that very rational and logical dissemination of her own tumult. )
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